Even though I grew-up going to church every Sunday, I had a vague knowledge of Christ, therefore not truely, with my heart believing in Him. From age 20-40, it seems like my life was like a rollercoaster - continually up and down. It was on October 30, 2005, when I realized that I didn't have to physically see Christ therefore I opened up to Him. Immediately, I knew He was there for me. He is always. It was an awesome personal celebration. I now can depend on Him. I am living so much more at ease, so much more happily. (Doe)